she called me today, the woman i typed about in "Fear." she told me her blood counts are continuing to drop.
"Well...thanks! You are just a ray of sunshine!"
"YEP! [giggles] I'm a ray of sunshine...that sparkles. [giggles]"
i love that girl more than i could describe, a love only understandable through experience. and she's right. she is a ray of sunshine. i pray everyday to our Father that if my world should darken, be it for her painlessness. we each die, the only questions are when and how. so i do not beg Him to keep her immortal in this world. i beg do not let her break.
"Keep her strong, Father, for she is the strongest of us."
but in my selfishness, life without her sparkles would be a bit less than life.
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