Untitled Song draft

you got inside my mind
you played the chords just right
let me in and now
youve turned me inside out
its always me
 i cannot let you take me down to where you live
underneath the scum of couldn't give
your smile never said im happy
neither you wanted me to be
rather the world suffer your misery
you know you intimidate me
with your pretend sincerity
dripping with conceit

youre not sage, just sad

Untitled Song Draft

you touch me
i tremble
iv never felt this way before
you shun me
im crying
still i cannot find the door
no i never never wanted
never tried to be in love
too much sadness and dependence
always awaiting the final blow

Punishment - Draft1

we twisted the visions until love seemed painful
im shrinking inside this static box with worthless members betraying me
fingers recalling the curves and textures of your skin
legs trembling hating every step away from your room
eyes searching the crowd for you
mouth moving to masochistic words
tongue yearning for blood
heart still beating.